I never wrote “part one” but I can say: “I just passed part one”.
When I was a child I wanted to become an astronaut, than a military jet flyier, than a matematician, than… a sysop. I’m a sysop. Now I’m economically no more dependant by my parents. So what?
I should find another target. Life never stops. I hate the day by day.
1) go on with life… I’m healty, and at least I shall go on as respect to my dead friend
(I have many other reasons, don’t worry, but that’s the main one)
2) have a wife … IDIOT! (someone would say..) … no, I do not joke, I want a partner, than we’ll see. I do not want a sex buddy… I know myself… I’ll get in trouble with a sex buddy.
3) improve my knowledge on work and outside, mostly for fun
4) graduate… maybe
5) faith? uhmm… no clue… I saw too much shit in the world to be able to believe
… any suggest? (yes… “go to sleep, idiot!” could be a nice suggest too)
p.s. today I bought an iPhone!